Wednesday, February 9, 2011

you only live once

I realize that I'm a few days behind- my bee and I have been going through a rough-patch these couple of days and so between that and my studies, I haven't had a lot of time for blogging; in fact- the blog that I posted yesterday is either 2 or 3 days old, and took either 2 or 3 days to get posted the way i wanted it. 

So, about a year and a half ago, I spent a month traveling Europe. I had originally planned this trip before my accident, and after everything that happened, my parents insisted that I should go on this trip anyway, because I needed it at that time more than anything else. I am so thankful for my parents giving me the extra push that I needed to get me to go, because it was the trip of a lifetime. Todd and I are currently planning a trip, so I can show him around some of my favorite places :) plus!! I have a friend that lives in Germany that we can stay with :) She's awesome. 


the eiffel tower, paris, france

downtown munich, germany

the olympic stadium, germany

castle in salzburg, austria

the view from the olympic tv tower, germany

mozart's birth home in salzburg, austria

the shopping streets of salzburg, austria

the view from the castle overlooking salzburg, austria

the beautiful lakes of germany

the shopping street in downtown stuttgart, germany

the mercedes sign above the trainstation in stuttgart, germany

we went a little crazy at the chocolate factory, germany

notre dame, paris, france

inside notre dame, paris, france

the view from my hotel window, paris, france

the louvre, paris, france


the louvre, paris, france

the view from above downtown paris, france

sacre coeur, paris, france

modern paris, france

german villages



the mona lisa, the louvre, paris, france. yeah- i was disappointed too :)
 soooo, i went a little overboard on the pictures. but i absolutely love love loved, this trip and these pictures. 


enjoy!


have a good week ladies!!



love,



mojo


30 Days of Blogging

day 1- recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
day 2- the meaning behind your blog name
day 3- a picture of you as a child
day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have
day 5- a picture of somewhere you've been
day 6- favorite super hero and why
day 7- a picture of someone/something that has had the biggest impact on you
day 8- short term goals for this month and why
day 9- something you're proud of in the past few days
day 10- songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad
day 11- write a bucket list of things you want to do before you die
day 12- write a poem to someone you love
day 13- your 5 favorite books and why
day 14- a picture of you and your family
day 15- put your ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs that play
day 16- a picture of yourself
day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
day 19- write about a sweet memory from your past
day 20- write a letter to someone
day 21-a picture of something that makes you happy

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else
day 23- something you crave a lot
day 24- post your favorite quote or verse of scripture and why
day 25- what I would find in your bag
day 26- list 10 things that you are thankful for
day 27- my day job verses my passion
day 28- cruise a thesaurus and pick out 10 words you like the sound of

day 29 - favorite tv shows and why you like them
day 30 - movies you can watch again and again.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

i'm not perfect...

i don't know if you can really call this a habit, but it's definitely a major flaw. i have been known to give everyone a lot of people that do wrong to me a second chance. i've dated the player, been engaged to the womanizer, i've been used, abused and mistreated- and in all of these situations, i've not only taken the person back into my life, giving them a second chance, but i've, in most cases, allowed them back into my life on multiple occasions. also- i have a really bad habit of falling for someone too quickly. i'm typically the girl who's crazy about a guy way before i should want to be. i guess saying that i'm "crazy" about them, that's not quite right...when todd and i first started dating, he quickly became my best friend and my biggest confidant, my biggest fan, my shoulder to cry on- and most importantly, i fell head over heels for this man. actually, we usually get a laugh when we talk about how things have progressed, and how we came to be in love and things like that, we always talk about when we first told each other that we loved each other- todd will never let me live it down that i told him that i loved him when i was intoxicated, probably way before i wanted to tell him- but it came out. and i do remember being very surprised because he instantly told me that he loved me too, with no hesitation, nothing. at first i thought he was only saying it because i said it first, but he said it to me the next morning, before i could even say it to him!! :) he makes my heart so happy!


have a wonderful week ladies!


love,



mojo





30 Days of Blogging

day 1- recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
day 2- the meaning behind your blog name
day 3- a picture of you as a child
day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have
day 5- a picture of somewhere you've been
day 6- favorite super hero and why
day 7- a picture of someone/something that has had the biggest impact on you
day 8- short term goals for this month and why
day 9- something you're proud of in the past few days
day 10- songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad
day 11- write a bucket list of things you want to do before you die
day 12- write a poem to someone you love
day 13- your 5 favorite books and why
day 14- a picture of you and your family
day 15- put your ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs that play
day 16- a picture of yourself
day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
day 19- write about a sweet memory from your past
day 20- write a letter to someone
day 21-a picture of something that makes you happy

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else
day 23- something you crave a lot
day 24- post your favorite quote or verse of scripture and why
day 25- what I would find in your bag
day 26- list 10 things that you are thankful for
day 27- my day job verses my passion
day 28- cruise a thesaurus and pick out 10 words you like the sound of

day 29 - favorite tv shows and why you like them
day 30 - movies you can watch again and again.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

photographs & memories

day 3- post a picture of you as a child

There are loads and loads of pictures of my childhood, but in most, if not all of them, I'm attached to my sisters hip. I have a love/hate relationship with pictures of my childhood for this specific reason. I do, however, have one picture that I keep on my desktop, and often as my profile picture- for when I miss my sister. My sister and I were born pre-maturely, about 9 weeks early, and fought most of our lives, together, until God finally called Madii home. I love my sister more than anything and I miss her more than anything- it takes a special day for me to feel strong enough to look back on the good times that I had with my sister without becoming an emotional wreck. So without babbling on and on for another 25 minutes, this is my favorite picture of my sister and I. This picture was taken the day that we came home from the hospital, after spending 65 days in the NICU.  I love you Madii.

sisters. bestfriends.

The weather is super nasty here. We got more snow this morning and I put my parents' SUV in the field. woops =/ It was super scary! Very reminiscent to my accident- I narrowly escaped a telephone pole on my side and a head-on collision to the passenger side as I went through the ditch and into the field.

Stay warm, stay safe and hold those you love close,

love,


mojo


30 Days of Blogging

day 1- recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
day 2- the meaning behind your blog name
day 3- a picture of you as a child
day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have
day 5- a picture of somewhere you've been
day 6- favorite super hero and why
day 7- a picture of someone/something that has had the biggest impact on you
day 8- short term goals for this month and why
day 9- something you're proud of in the past few days
day 10- songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad
day 11- write a bucket list of things you want to do before you die
day 12- write a poem to someone you love
day 13- your 5 favorite books and why
day 14- a picture of you and your family
day 15- put your ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs that play
day 16- a picture of yourself
day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
day 19- write about a sweet memory from your past
day 20- write a letter to someone
day 21-a picture of something that makes you happy

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else
day 23- something you crave a lot
day 24- post your favorite quote or verse of scripture and why
day 25- what I would find in your bag
day 26- list 10 things that you are thankful for
day 27- my day job verses my passion
day 28- cruise a thesaurus and pick out 10 words you like the sound of

day 29 - favorite tv shows and why you like them
day 30 - movies you can watch again and again.

Friday, February 4, 2011

ventilation

So, my blog is titled- "my love, my life, my everything"


I guess a lot of people have a really deep connection to their title or some sort of deep underlying meaning to their title- mine's pretty simple, really. I wanted some place to sort of collect my thoughts and to collect my rants- and for me, this is it. There's a lot of stuff going on in my life, 24/7 and with my boy being an eternity 100 miles away, we basically live two separate lives that are, in the most complex and wonderful ways, woven together. Distance relationships are definitely not for the weak, it takes a very strong person to be in a relationship with someone they may get to see once a week or once a month. I am so head over heels in love with this man that i rarely get to see, and so this is my place to sort of blow off some steam without frustrating my boy and without making him totally sick of listening to me before I get to actually spend time with him.


have a wonderful weekend!!


love,
mojo




30 Days of Blogging

day 1- recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
day 2- the meaning behind your blog name
day 3- a picture of you as a child
day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have
day 5- a picture of somewhere you've been
day 6- favorite super hero and why
day 7- a picture of someone/something that has had the biggest impact on you
day 8- short term goals for this month and why
day 9- something you're proud of in the past few days
day 10- songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad
day 11- write a bucket list of things you want to do before you die
day 12- write a poem to someone you love
day 13- your 5 favorite books and why
day 14- a picture of you and your family
day 15- put your ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs that play
day 16- a picture of yourself
day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
day 19- write about a sweet memory from your past
day 20- write a letter to someone
day 21-a picture of something that makes you happy

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else
day 23- something you crave a lot
day 24- post your favorite quote or verse of scripture and why
day 25- what I would find in your bag
day 26- list 10 things that you are thankful for
day 27- my day job verses my passion
day 28- cruise a thesaurus and pick out 10 words you like the sound of

day 29 - favorite tv shows and why you like them
day 30 - movies you can watch again and again.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

it's all about me

i LOVE my little guy
 


1.) I'm from a very, very small town in Northern Indiana. The kind where everybody knows everybody. At times it's nice because you can't go anywhere without seeing a familiar face, but other times it's exhausting because everyone is constantly in everybody's business.

2.) I have 3 brothers and 4 sisters. I was born a twin, but lost my sister and bestfriend shortly after our 16th birthday when a drunk driver hit her. Of my siblings, 3 are adopted and the other 4 are biological. My oldest brother, Jeremy, is 35 and my youngest sister, Mariah, is 17 and a senior in high school. I fall right in the middle, and I like it :)

3.) I am currently in college, studying biology, hoping to either go to med school or to go to grad school to study medical research. I graduated once before, but two and a half years ago I was in a car accident that almost took my life away. After being in a coma for 10 weeks and going through hell extensive rehab (to learn everything all over again, even the simple things- reading, writing, ABC's, numbers, shapes, colors, speaking- all of it +walking and such), I got a job and an internship-type opportunity at a hospital to take some time to see what I wanted to do with my life.

4.) I miss my sister every hour of every day and I would give anything to have her back. She was my best friend in the whole wide world and there is no one that can ever replace her. There are just so many things about me that no one else could ever understand like she could. However, I know that I always have someone watching over me, guiding me, loving me, and protecting me. I know on that warm, summer night when my life was hanging on the line, my sister was pulling some serious strings with the big guy upstairs, she may be younger than me, but she's always acted like my mother :) I love you Madii :)

5.) My grandmother (on my father's side) died in a plane crash, when she was leaving Hawaii, when my dad was 13. Because of this, the first time that I flew, was when I was 18, almost 19. And I flew alone. My dad has never flown, as long as I have been alive, and I don't think he ever will.

6.) I am a HUGE sports fan. The Indianapolis Colts are my professional football team, the Notre Dame Fighting Irish are my college football boys, the Indiana Hoosiers are my men's basketball team. I love fast cars, open spaces and being active.

7.) I'm super allergic to cats and I've also never been much of a cat person, I think most of this stemming from the fact that they make my eyes itch, my throat close up and they make me sneeze like CRAZY.

8.) The Jersey Shore is my guilty pleasure.

9.) When I grow up graduate I really want to work in the medical field. Medical research is basically my back-up plan in case I decide that I can't put myself through all of the schooling. I would love to work in obstetrics or in trauma, something like that.

10.) I absolutely love snow. I know most people hate the cold, and hate the snow- especially those that have to deal with it on a regular basis, however when the flurries begin to fall, it changes my mood- instantly! It's soo soo soo awesome! Plus, I don't mind it being cold out if it's going to snow :)

11.) I have one idol and one idol only and my idol is Audrey Hepburn. I absolutely love adore Audrey and all of the marvelous things that she accomplished in her lifetime. She was a wonderful, wonderful lady and I wish to someday be half of what Audrey was.

12.) I've had the same bestfriend since the 6th grade, other than my sister, Madii. Obviously my sister will always be my number one bestfriend, and my oldest sister, Megan, is a pretty close second- but outside of my family, my friend Rebecca has been by my side since middle school :) It's been nothing close to fun easy being my friend, but I am so thankful for her

13.) When I'm taking time away from my studies, I always turn the tv to the Food Network, without even thinking. I love to cook and I love to bake and I'm always looking for new recipes to try!

14.) I want to have at least 4 kids. Coming from a larger family has done nothing except make me want to have one as well. Now I just have to convince my honey that we can have a big family ;)

15.) I have been through a lot of good times in my life, but I've been through far more bad times. With that being said, I wouldn't change a thing. I miss my sister like crazy and I would give anything for her to be here with me, but everything happens for a reason, everything that happens to you molds you and shapes you into the person that you are meant to be. I am a firm believer in this. I would never change one thing about my life, for if I did, I probably wouldn't have met my baby, and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I do wish everyday that my sister could be here to help me plan my wedding, to witness the birth of my children, and to help me through the tough times like only she can- but I instead have the best guardian angel watching over me and those I love. Joining my sister is Erich, with these two watching over me, I know that I am always in good hands.




have a good week ladies!!

love,
mojo




30 Days of Blogging

day 1- recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
day 2- the meaning behind your blog name
day 3- a picture of you as a child
day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have
day 5- a picture of somewhere you've been
day 6- favorite super hero and why
day 7- a picture of someone/something that has had the biggest impact on you
day 8- short term goals for this month and why
day 9- something you're proud of in the past few days
day 10- songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad
day 11- write a bucket list of things you want to do before you die
day 12- write a poem to someone you love
day 13- your 5 favorite books and why
day 14- a picture of you and your family
day 15- put your ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs that play
day 16- a picture of yourself
day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
day 19- write about a sweet memory from your past
day 20- write a letter to someone
day 21-a picture of something that makes you happy

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else
day 23- something you crave a lot
day 24- post your favorite quote or verse of scripture and why
day 25- what I would find in your bag
day 26- list 10 things that you are thankful for
day 27- my day job verses my passion
day 28- cruise a thesaurus and pick out 10 words you like the sound of

day 29 - favorite tv shows and why you like them
day 30 - movies you can watch again and again.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

blizzards & birthdays

It's such a lovely day to live in Indiana. The Southern portion of the state, where my baby lives, is currently banned from most means of transportation due to inches of ice covering all the roads. In fact, when he went in to work today at the armory, he got activated, meaning that he won't be home until probably friday :( weather pending. In the North, where I live, we've gotten over a foot of snow in the past 24 hours or so and on top of this are also experiencing 50mph winds. Let me tell you, it's a pain in the rear! What's most interesting to me is that in Kentucky and such, tornadoes and thunderstorms are wrecking havoc while just a bit further north we're experiencing such harsh, cold weather. Mother Nature never ceases to amaze me :) Snowpocalypse 2011, bring it on!!!

it's nasty out!!
this is after day one gave us a few inches of snow and this is what was to come next!!


Today is Erich's 30th birthday. Unfortunately he isn't around to celebrate it with us. E- I love you and I am so thankful to have you watching over me and guiding me everyday. Happy Birthday E, I love you!

Have a wonderful day. For those of you dealing with snowpocalypse, stay in, stay safe! and stay warm! And for those of you who are not, consider yourself lucky!!!

love,

mojo

Monday, January 24, 2011

a case of the mondays

happy monday!!


i'm sure most of you are like me and detest mondays, right?


it's time for......

link up with java @Never Growing Old  to join in on the fun!

1.  What is your favorite kind of fudge?
          I am a huge, huuuuuge fan of rocky road fudge. However, I just loooove fudge in general!






2.  Is there snow outside your window?
        I live in Indiana, of course there's snow outside my window! :) i love it!



3.  What is your favorite meal of the day?

     -my favorite meal is typically dinner, i love to cozy up on the sofa with a warm bowl of pasta and a glass of wine. yum yum yum.



4.  Do you text on your cell phone?

   I am a texting freeeeeak. the person that i text the most is my honey, obviously :) but it's also a great way for me to stay in touch with my siblings, because we're all pretty scattered throughout the state and also with my family, who is scattered all over the country. i think texting is a great wonderful invention.



5.  Waffles or pancakes?
      - i actually love both. and it also depends on my mood for the day. i could go for a waffle for any meal, and pancakes are usually the same. my favorite pancakes are these:



















have a wonderful week ladies!

mojo